:: LinGz aka ch3wy ::

Friday, December 27, 2013 4:54 PM

我回来了。

不知不觉，时间过的真快。

我也老了，女儿也要五岁了。大家有想我吗？

我这次回来是有目的的。也就是女人一直想要做但总是又无法做到。

减肥

我想给自己一个挑战。一个月。我行吗？

Monday, November 01, 2010 12:49 PM

CURSED

Cursed?

Not trying to be emotional. It is just too many coincidence happening in my work life.

Graduated in 2006, first FT job closed down after 3 years working there and during my confinement. 4 months salary, I got 2 months only. Okay better than nothing.

Longest PT job that I started since the restaurant opened till it closed. 5-6 years. No loss, at least I know many nice people over there.

2nd job, which is now. Is hitting financial crisis. And I believe soon to be closed down.

Anybody willing to employ me? To see if I am that cursed? I don't really like big company, I don't like to "pai ma pi". I just want a simple job, simple life.

Does that mean my work life is forcing me to open a business for myself? Is it nearer to my dream plan?

I can be jobless for sometime, without have money issue problem. Money is not important to me, but it is important to me for others. I think I spend 80% of my money on others instead of myself. I don't know why. I worry more for others. Yes, it can be sensitive in ways and hurt feelings.

For the past few years, I don't reject people, probably too soft hearted. I know it is no good. But I just want them to be happy and I will be too.

It may sounds so wrong. I am controlling. :)

Does staying loyal or faithful wrong?

Wow. Getting emotional. I don't pray for myself, I pray for others, my families. Should I dote myself more?

I just want to live simple, wear simple, think simple. Its all SIMPLE. with not much complicated feelings/thinking. I don't really care how others judge/think of me as long as I think I am right, and nothing went wrong.

I know I can change my lifestyle, the way that I want to be. I just need to cool down and thinking. Thanks to those that share your value thinking/opinion :)

Really appreciated!

Sunday, October 03, 2010 2:47 PM

Been emo-ing in the blog.

My lovely sisters try to tackle my heart. To find out what exactly happen :)

Told them some but actually to realize things are solvable in different kind of ways.

Right now, I just want to treasure and treasure the things that is around me.

Emo-ing shouldn't take more than 1/2 an hour. :)

Also to have know this gal, Minyee. To share our burden too. :) at least most of our characteristic are the same so maybe we tend to understand each other more.

Be it CS world or RL world, be happy :)

Anyway, back to 38wang. Aww. Made me miss my family more. My family is not like most of you. I really treasure alot with them. Money can't buy the blissful the happiness of things that I want. A simple life that I want.

I just pray for all that they stay happy and healthy. As long as all is happy, I will too. We only live once. Think hard think twice.

Today really is a very happy happy day in after many many years. It is just a simple yet quiet meal with my family. Although we did not talk much but able to sit down and eat with you guys. I feel really xinfu. And hope there is more to come. I love you! My mum, my dad and my brother.

Laughter of the day.

Saturday, September 11, 2010 11:47 AM

My life.

Is in a mess.

My path.

Is blurry.

Should I end it?

I have no idea.

Why tears is endless?

Don't ask me what happen.

Because I won't say :)

You ask me If I am okay?

Yes I am.

I hate reality. It is not the real me.

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Wednesday, September 01, 2010 6:05 PM

Trying to pass time by reading back my blog.

A 6 years diary blog. Bring me back some questions marks, laughter, sadness and memory.

Recalling as much as I can.

Anyway, it is a September month! Good is that I am able to meet my sisters up soon and crave for foods with no excuses. Bad is that I am getting OLDER.

Gosh.

Okay. Brought a new desktop @ $1500. Headset @ $60.

Back to CS.

Piang piang piang. And purchased L4D2 too @ $29.90 USD. Haha.

Madness.

But CS is really a place where I can do anything I want without thinking of any worries. And be someone else. :D

<3 CS to the max. lol.

Diet has come to an end. GAVE UP. =x

Too hard lah. =[

Tuesday, August 10, 2010 11:08 PM

我要减肥！

再见70公斤！欢迎60公斤！

鼓励鼓励我！

再见马铃薯！

欢迎青菜！

加油妈妈！你行的！

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Wednesday, August 04, 2010 5:59 PM

Right.

I left 10 minutes till I don't know what to do since I am in the office.

Feeling damn sleepy right now.
And thought of my blog.

Hmm.
Ytd I cook some potatoes with a can of pork ribs.
It doesn't taste the same as what I have cook with Fatty.
After 1-2 hrs later, I went toilet clearing my stomach and vomitting.
Not too sure if it was due to my food. :(

Anyway.
Been meeting up with Ms/Mr Corn for the past 2 weeks.
Swimming.
Meeting for lunch @ Bedok 85/CoffeeShop/Changi Airport
Dinner @ SakaeSushi.

And And. Been really eating lots.
Family dinner buffet. Gosh.

Recently went back to Cafe Biz to eat again.
Food standard dropped except the durian puree!

I need to go Diet ah.
Photoshoot soon.

I so want to go shopping.
Aiming two coach stuffs already. $400.
Pocket will have hole.

Very long didn't bake already. Should I? But no one help me be guinea pig.

Wanted to get new CPU so that I can start to play my games again.

OH OH OH.

Going to eat grass liao.
Now still got bread to tahan.

Jia you, sisters!