Monday, January 17, 2005 2:05 AM
The real face 0f LinGz. . .
Character:
A simple, quiet, shy, lazy gal t0wards stranger. After knowing U well, I can be very talkative. Prefers t0 keep things t0 myself than saying 0ut cuz I d0 n0t kn0w h0w t0 express myself. Always cry silently at my r00m, pretending tat I'm asleep. My r00m is always in a mess. I'll 0nly tidy it when I feel like tidy 0r when I'm t0ld t0 d0 s0. I spent my life 70% -> c0mputing, 5% -> Studying, 5% -> w0rking, 5% -> Tving, 15%-> Sleeping. I l0ve t0 stay at h0me. I dun like g0ing 0ut cuz t0 me g0ing 0ut muz spend $$, muz think 0f wad t0 wear, seeing s0 many unfamiliar faces. I dun have much $$ t0 spend either =x. I will g0 0ut 0ccassi0nally 0nly after I had planned wad t0 buy in a day. I'm an extremely stubb0rn gal.
Family:
Even t0wards t0 my family members 0r relatives, I can be shy s0metimes. I care f0r my family members, w0rry f0r them but I just dunn0 h0w t0 express my feelings t0 them. I dun like taking m0ney fr0m them unnecessary unless there's a need t0. My heart aches when I saw them sad but I just kept quiet with0ut c0nsoling. Whenever they nag/angry at me, I will just pretending tat I never hear anything and kept silence the wh0le day. Even if it was n0t my wr0ng, I w0n't argue back unless it's really ridiculous.
School:
I will fall asleep when I dun like the subject. I aim f0r a pass in all my subject unless it is my str0ng subject. I dun like ppl t0 c0mpare marks n grades. I feel tat every1 has his/her str0ng n weak p0ints, n0 use c0mparing. U d0 great f0r the sake 0f urself, n0t t0 win the pers0n. I hate presentati0n cuz I d0n't kn0w h0w t0 present n explain. I dun need ppl t0 remind me t0 study. I kn0w when is it the time f0r me t0 study. I dun like t0 explain things again n again as it's very irritaing.
Friends:
I can be a g00d listener but n0t a g00d advicer. If I think tat U dun give me a gd impressi0n, I'll try n0t t0 talk t0 u. I hate frens tat act big, backstabber. I dun really like h0w ppl c0mment the 0thers, th0ugh s0metimes it's just f0r entertainment. I dun think when U are making frens, U need t0 ch00se whether is he gd-l00king, etc.
What's a g00d fren?
-> When U n ur mum quarreling, she/he will side ur mum instead 0f u. She/he w0n't want U and ur mum t0 be war-ing. Even if it's n0t really ur fault. She/He will be the 1 leading the c0rrect path f0r u.
Relati0nship:
I think having a relati0nship d0esn't need t0 be g00d-l00king, gentleman 0r rich. There's n0 pretty 0r hands0me ppl in this w0rld. Having a caring partner will be enuff. As l0ng as U r happy. Having a relati0nship is n0t t0 sh0w 0ff t0 ur frens h0w hands0me he is, he had a car, etc. N0 gentleman? Kick him 0ut 0f the picture. What the heck. I'm weak at relati0nship, easy t0 give in. 0nce I step in, it's very hard f0r me t0 get 0ut. I hate t0 make hurtful decisi0n. Dun believe the w0rd 'f0rever, everlasting'.
** Will be updating m0re after I t0t m0re 0f myself **
Ps: Y0u can dr0p me a msg telling me my p0sitive n negative p0ints, I just wanted t0 kn0e myself m0re