Thursday, November 02, 2006 12:15 PM
Reality and virtual. . .
Suddenly feel like p0sting s0me 0f my feelings right n0w. Thinking back, what's right, what's wr0ng. I think I still can't really differeniate the meaning 0f reality and virtual. It's seemed that I'm clinging 0n t0 things that eventually d0esn't really happened 0n my real life. And maybe because 0f all these, I sh0uld st0p myself. Playing 0nline game, like CS. I used t0 put in feelings t0 play. But after all, it's just a game. The next day u actually wake up, u f0rget what happened. Just have a feeling that I d0n't wish t0 stuck myself in virtual, alth0ugh it made me really enj0yed it. Sigh, IF I w0n't be awake the next day n tell myself that I had been dreaming. Wh0 d0n't want t0 be in her 0wn dreams, happily staying there. D0ing things or saying things that it's n0t happening 0n real life even I really h0pe that I wanted t0. I'm tired, I just wanted it t0 happen 0n my real life. I just wanted t0 g0 my dreams, my aims. Searching f0r the path that I wanted. I have l0ts m0re things t0 d0 in reality, than in virtual. Sh0w it t0 me that it's happening in real life, then I will d0 my best.
Just chatted with yuez, planning t0 study University. It's really expensive. But n0 d0ubt, university will still be a better ch0ice. I'll worked hard f0r it. Have t0 buck up, been slacking a l0t these days. My Java Cert ! That's what reality to me is. I have n0 time f0r 0ther stuffs. Anyway, schedule will be fun this year, s0 please, I'm fully b00ked. =) D0n't blame me.
- Shifting myself back to reality. -