Wednesday, September 08, 2004 1:20 AM
Crapping . . .
Ahh.. What is the real meaning 0f l0ve? When u miss s0me1 badly? Keep thking 0f s0me1? 0r wad? Anyb0dy can tell me? Sick 0f finding the ans by myself..
T0day/Ytd (can't remember) my frens n me came acr0ss this question: A gal n a guy chat 0n the f0ne can s0metimes chat f0r 3-4 h0urs.. Is there really s0 much things t0 say? Seri0usly think f0r awhile, there's 0s0 n0thing much t0 say.. But when u r the 1 0n the f0ne, u will juz start talking, talk till u 0s0 f0rget the time.. S0metimes i'm like tat 0s0.. I'm n0t talkative enuff t0 chat f0r s0 l0ng.. Haha.. Maybe is tat cuz I keep telling myself I sure keep quiet when chatting 0n the f0ne n tat resulted me t0 really let the 0ther t0 d0 the talking.. I'm juz like answering the questi0ns.. B0ring h0r.. I 0s0 dunn0 y.. When u keep telling urself tat u cann0t d0 it, u sure cann0t d0 it.. Dun thk abt it, maybe u might succeed.. But dun 0ver-c0nfident w0r!~ :D
Pe0ple may ask y u like this pers0n wh0 has many negative p0ints, y dun ch00se the 1 tat has p0sitive p0ints instead.. When u really like s0me1, U dun care abt h0w many bad p0ints he/she has, as l0ng as ur heart already g0t him/she.. N u kn0e the feeling is there.. N0 matter h0w gd 0r bad ppl say abt him/her, u will g0 thk a bit, but dun care t00 much 0s0.. They can't influence u much.. Haha.. Is tat the p0wer 0f l0ve? Tat's h0w i feel.. =P N0 matter h0w badly he/she treats u, u will feel angry.. But after awhile the anger all g0ne.. U might be in l0ve den.. S0metimes u may blame urself y u will like this kind 0f pers0n, y dun like s0me1 tat likes u 0r treats u better.. Y wanna let urself suffer.. L0ve is unexplainable.. U might kn0w the 0utc0me already, but u still let it be.. The l0ve spell is making u d0ing things tat u actually dunn0 wad u r d0ing.. I 0s0 dunn0 h0w t0 handle relati0nship.. Av0iding 0s0 can't really s0lve the pr0blems (th0ugh I always use this meth0d).. If it is urs, is urs.. If is n0t urs, y wanna hang 0n t0 it..
0mg.. S0rry arh.. I abit sia0.. The ab0ve things I wrote was when g0t 'ling gan' den I able t0 write de :) It actually reflects t0 my life t00.. Kind 0f b0ring s0 write all this crap.. C0rrect me if I'm wr0ng.. I'm t00 much inexperience~
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