Thursday, September 09, 2004 2:38 AM
I'm getting weaker . . .
Sigh.. When U like s0me1, u really need t0 wif him/her? Why is it that everytime it c0me t0 relati0nship, I always s0 'ma0 tun'.. I always cann0t really make the final decisi0n.. I always think tat either way is n0t g00d.. U like this pers0n but u cann0t be wif this pers0n.. S0metimes I dun really dare t0 face the truth 0s0.. I kn0e I have t0, but I dun dare.. Haiz.. I kn0e wad i'm actually thking abt, but juz simply can't express it 0ut.. Y is l0ve always s0 miserable.. Different ppl have different thking, different characters.. Every1 will get jeal0us 0f each 0ther easily 0s0.. I handle my relati0nship in a mess.. Dunn0 why these few days I c0uldn't find the m00d t0 d0 my pr0jects.. Instead have been thking 0f bgr matters.. I slack a l0t, hiding many 0f the turth feelings t0 myself.. Sh0wing tat I'm actually alright.. I dunn0 where's my path, wad am I actaully d0ing.. Am I able t0 c0pe wif relati0nship n studies t0gether? I dun wan anyb0dy ar0und me t0 be sad.. I have my 0wn difficulties t00..I dun wish t0 l0st any 0f my frens..I swall0w the pain d0wn, s00ner g0nna t0 cann0t take it.. N0w wad ever ppl say, I 0s0 dun really have the energy t0 say back.. Juz agree.. I'm tired, stressed, zz.. Every night, went t0 sleep wif a sad l00k 0n my face.. Feel like crying but f0r wad.. Sigh..
** G00d-l00king ppl d0esn't mean tat they r g00d **