Saturday, September 11, 2004 1:14 AM
S0mething g0t int0 me . . .
I feel s0 sad n angry n0w but I dunn0 why am I feeling like tat.. Sigh.. T0t that it will be quite a g00d day f0r me t0day as I g0t back my pr0ject mind juz n0w at sk00l.. I had been seri0usly c0ncentrating my
E-Commerce Project (ECJP) wif Cheryl.. We managed t0 did s0me thing 0ut finally.. And 0n 0ur way 0ut 0f sk00l, I wanna g0 t0 the ladies.. 0f cuz is s0 late already, s0 Cheryl had t0 acc0mpany me.. !!!! I pushed 0pen the d00r, kind 0f eerie.. Y the lights were half 0n 0nly.. I immediately stepped back, my heart beat super fast.. Haha.. Maybe is I'm scaring myself 0r wad but it's really scary.. Cheryl was sh0cked by my l00k.. We rushed 0ut 0f the level 5 labs and heading d0wn as fast as p0ssible.. Trying t0 calm d0wn, we keep luffing.. Phew.. Lucky the an0ther 'ladies t0ilet' l00ked alright t0 us.. Think it was the first time we left the sk00l at 9.10pm.. N0rmally the latest we left was at 8.30pm due t0 night lecture less0n..
Sigh.. I dunn0 y I was angry n sad, n f0r wad? I juz c0uldn't st0p myself fr0m feeling tat way.. It is me tat make myself suffering cuz I dun wanna face the truth.. He muz had been suffering m0re than me.. My mind is st0pping me t0 write wad am I thking t0day.. n0 matter h0w I f0rce myself, my mind is blank.. Arghh.. Headaches.. Maybe I used t00 much brain cells f0r my ECPJ juz n0w.. Can't really write 0ut h0w I feel t0day.. Well, no ch0ice, let it be.. Till I remember wad had happen n g0t int0 me t0day, den I will p0st again.. Tired the wh0le day, h0ping tml can enjoy n relax abit..
** Tml will be a brand new happy day =) **