Thursday, September 02, 2004 12:50 AM
Wad am I thinking . . .
Super tired day t0day.. w0rk f0r 11 h0urs.. W0ke up in the m0rning @ 8.15am t0 play wif the bl0g den g0 meet Cheryl n Shinya t0 makan b4 we g0 t0 w0rk.. 12 pm supp0sed t0 start w0rk de.. But Nich0las late.. Den we s0 slack.. Very excited t0 b0ard the ship.. I'm s0 happy, keep playing wif Cheryl.. Esp we wanna d0 stupid thing by climbing up.. S0 scary.. I carried s0 many plates, n0w hands super suan.. Need massage.. Finally, the ship m0ved at 7pm.. The tide was quite high, can't really balance myself.. N0t t00 long, I'm giddy n feel like v0miting already (sea-sick).. Ate 2 unkn0wn pills tat they gave me.. I thk is t0 prevent fr0m seasick de ba.. But it d0esn't really have much effect 0n me.. Keep eating sweets.. My face was like fr0m very excited fr0m the beginning t0 super m00dy due t0 very 'xin ku'.. Wanna v0mit but can't v0mit 0ut.. Bth.. Cheryl.. I thk i'm d00med.. The m0ment I left the ship, I keep thking abt 'him'.. Haiz.. Wif anger at tat time.. Cann0t be de.. Did a damn stupid thing.. Use w0rd n0 thk first.. Y I s0 straight at tat time.. This already pr0ve tat..... Haizz.. I'm happy in the way he kn0ws m0re frens.. But 0s0 feeling angry 0r wad.. I dunn0 the feelings.. Jeal0usy appears.. N0.. I can't.. I have t0 st0p myself.. Sighh.. Am I getting in..... ? The m0re bad things he d0, the m0re I feel attracted.. Zzz.. I'm tired.. 0nce I cl0sed my eyes I can sleep immediately.. I wanna slp.. But I'm waiting.. I wanna HATE u.. But instead is the opposite..
** Excited day t0 a m00dy day.. WTH.. **