Wednesday, October 20, 2004 3:54 AM
Yes 0r N0 ?
Th0ugh ECPJ was finally 0ver.. Th0ugh I left 8 days f0r my 1st c0ming exam.. But I just simply can't st0p myself fr0m playing CS t0 revise.. I agreed tat everyday CS, I will sure get b0red t0 it.. But I dunn0 y I still keep playing.. I dunn0 when I will start my revising.. 8 days seem s0 sh0rt.. But I still c0ntinue t0 slack.. C0mputer is really my life.. Think with0ut c0mputer, maybe there will be n0 LinGz.. Seri0usly, there's n0 1 day tat I ever st0p seeing the c0mputer.. I can even see the c0mputer f0r l0ts 0f h0urs till I f0rget t0 eat 0r sleep.. Sigh.. N0w tat exams r reaching already.. I did s0 badly f0r my quiz, s0 g0t t0 buck up f0r my final exams.. I'm still n0t scare.. Wad sh0uld I d0? S0metimes thking tat whether shld I uninstall CS.. Cuz it's the 0nly way tat will st0p me fr0m playing.. But thinking, if I reinstall CS, wad if have a l0t 0f err0rs.. Sighh.. Y can't I just c0ncentrate 0n my studies..
N0w I just simply w0rried f0r my exams, 0ther things, I'm leaving them aside.. Just wanted t0 have a g00d time n0w.. Can I make it? Can i st0p Csing f0r 3 weeks? Juz 3 weeks..
Suddenly felt s0 sad, s0 l0nely, s0 tired, s0 useless.. There's s0 much things in my heart.. s0 much pr0blems.. Feel like hugging my bl0ster n hide in a c0rner n cry quietly.. Really stressed.. S0bx..
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