Monday, January 03, 2005 1:00 AM
C0nfusi0n. . .
First 0f all, Happy New Year t0 u all.. 2004 had been a bad year f0r me th0ugh n especially the fam0us earthquake at Ind0nesia.. Recalling s0 many bad mem0ries.. H0ping tat 2005 will be a better year f0r every0ne.. These few days always raining, c0ld!
Asian Tsunami Disaster:
I'm sure alm0st every1 is very aware 0f this great news which killed abt 150,000 ppl.. I'm s0me1 tat seld0m see news, but cuz 0f this, I alm0st everyday watch the news.. Seeing s0 many dead b0dies 0n the gr0und, it made me nearly cry.. Sigh.. p00r things.. Hey guys, please d0nate s0me m0ney 0r things t0 them.. I feel really s0rry f0r them but just dunn0 h0w t0 express my feelings 0ut.. :(
C0unter-Strike:
I kn0e myself well.. Kn0e tat I c0uldn't let it g0 n will be back t0 CS.. Indeed, I'm back t0 CS.. Especially when my c0mp is back fr0m repair, my c0mp was getting m0re lagging instead.. Made me can't really play ne0pets (rest0cking).. S0 end up my last game which is CS.. Tat day I was t00 em0ti0nal, eventually I had n0 idea wad am I talking t0.. Everything I talked, seems t0 be very negative..
Crap:
When u say abt l0ve, can U actually ch00se whether t0 fall in l0ve t0 tat particular pers0n? Whether t0 l0ve 0r n0t l0ve.. I mean U just can't simply st0p urself fr0m l0ving, yeah? 0f cuz, U can try ur best t0 st0p l0ving him/her, but y make urself s0 miserable.. Had a clearer mind 0f urself.. If U think he/she is w0rth it, den I wish U all the best.. Ch00sing s0me1 tat is attached, is n0t advisable.. I dun think U wish t0 be third-party.. Dun get t0o deep inside, else U will feel regret.. Ch00sing s0me1 tat dun l0ve u, U can if U think U had the c0nfidence tat U can win his/her heart.. Just dun get t0 0ver-c0nfidence, else U might find urself falling 0ff painfully.. D0 wad u think is right.. U can't st0p the pers0n fr0m liking U anyway..
Sch00l:
w0w.. Tat's fast, t0day is the 3rd week 0f sch00l already.. Hmm.. Lets recall wad I had learnt.. Errr.. N0thing? 0h-ya, I recall s0mething abt OS: Pr0cesses -> A pr0gram tat is running.. Hur.. And tat's it! 0mg.. T00 bad, I had been day-dreaming at sch00l still think tat it still h0liday.. Well, is 0kies.. Is better t0 slack n0w, else I will find it n0 much time t0 slack anym0re after Week 5.. Pr0ject mind is still currently cl0se.. I think tml will be 0pening my pr0ject mind abt Casket.. Haha.. Sleepy mind is always 0n, especially during lectures.. Haha.. G0t t0 always ask Cheryl t0 wake me up during lecture times.. Stress? I think n0t yet.. Let me relax m0re.. =D Hee.. 0ut 0f this 7 days in sk00l, 5 days I was late when meeting Cheryl.. =x S0 s0rry, my timing always fail.. I will try my best t0 get my legs 0ut 0f my h0use asap, 0kies? Hee..
New Year Eve:
Spent it at my grandma's h0use wif my relatives.. 0f cuz, the main thing we will d0 is mahj0ng.. We always play every Sunday as it is family gathering.. Had teppayaki at night 0utside the h0use.. S0 many ppl walked past us n kept l00king.. Kind 0f paiseh.. =x Again, I drank red wine.. 1 glass 0nli, den my rashes attack me again.. s0b.. This time m0re itchy n red.. :( L0usy b0dy.. I dun believe I can't make my rashes 0ff.. 'Yi tu g0ng tu'.. N0 ch0ice, I'm s0me1 tat l0ve t0 drink a l0t, but 0f cuz it muz be free eh.. =D
** D0 I had a clearer mind 0f myself? I d0ubt s0.. :( **