Thursday, February 24, 2005 1:50 AM
Silence Me . .
Sigh. I feel like I have many things t0 write. But facing the white screen, my mind bec0me t0tally blank. Suddenly I dun like the ways that ppl ar0und me are d0ing. I always seem t0 ign0ring 0r wanting t0 0bject it till they are angry wif me. I dunn0 y. I felt very frustrated wif talking. I'm tired, very tired. These few days, I try t0 0ccupy myself by playing games instead 0f chatting. I f0und 0ut tat I had n0 energy t0 reply them, I'm 0s0 lazy t0 even pick up my f0ne and SMS back. Wat had happen t0 me? 0ver-stresS?
T0 every1, I'm s0 s0rry. I need s0me days t0 really c00l myself d0wn. Dun chat wif me t00 much 0r nag at me cuz right n0w, I really hate tat.
I know which path I'm supp0se t0 walk, but I dun dare t0. Sigh. Facing c0mputer, sch00l, w0rk. Everyday seems t0 be repeating itself, turning ar0und n ar0und. Giddy. I need peace n silence.
- Surviving myself -