Sunday, March 06, 2005 1:55 AM
I 0ver-estimated myself. . .
Sigh. I t0t everything will be fine after a few tears had dr0pped, but n0t. H0w many times I had been breaking d0wn this year? Seri0usly, I 0ver-estimated myself. Sigh. What d0es that mean? T0 me, I 0s0 dunn0. 0r maybe I kn0w, but I just wanna keep it t0 myself.
I t0t tat after last friday, everything will be less burden t0 me. Well, it dun seem t0 0nce I get the urge t0 start d0ing my c0ding f0r my dem0 0n this c0ming Friday. My time is super packed. Sigh. D0 I have time t0 actually finish it? I d0ubt s0. I'm w0rry. What else can I d0? Sh0w 0ut my w0rryness? Nah. Acting brave.
5 Days left:- F0r my dear t0 leave f0r army.
- F0r myself t0 figure 0ut the unt0uched c0ding (pr0ject).
- F0r myself t0 helped 0ut my team pr0ject.
- F0r myself t0 actually start my revisi0n.
Everyday, there's always changes in me. My stress. When will it be g0ne? I tried my best t0 endure it, but I really g0ing t0 cann0t take it le. Alm0st every night, there's always pr0blem. I dun wanna cry anym0re. My eyes are tired, very tired. H0w I wish tat all the pr0blems will be g0ne. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I'm feeling terrible. But yet I g0t t0 keep it t0 myself. N0 1 understand 0r rather wanna understand. Fark, tears dr0pped again. I really 0ver-estimated my strengthness.
** S0rry bl0ggy, U r the 0nly 1 I can c0mplain t0. **