Thursday, March 24, 2005 10:43 PM
Indeed a bl0gger. . .
I always t0t tat bl0gger is f0r me t0 p0st s0mething tat I feel sad 0r happy during my day. Till t0day, I realised tat bl0gger 0s0 let me recall happiness. Viewing wad I had p0st f0r the last few m0nths. D0ing pr0ject till late last semster, J0king in lab, etc. A smile appeared but disappeared as well. It will melt ur heart t00.
1 day had passed, it's the first time tat we had st0pped talking f0r 1 day. Sigh. N0rmally during this time, we will always crap ar0und. Suddenly, 1/2 thr0ugh my bl0g, my msn p0p up a message. I kn0w it 0nly can be pr0ject. But at least I'm happy f0r a m0ment, but the happy m0ment just left as s00n as p0ssible, even less than a sec0nd. The end 0f the c0nversati0n.
Tears came again. It feels like as if I had br0ke 0ff wif my bel0ved. Sigh. That terrible feeling really hurts. Even much w0rse than the time I had f0r pr0ject stress. I can't d0 anything. What ever I say 0r d0, seems s0 useless. H0ping time will really cure everything.
I kn0w I did s0mething really wr0ng. But I dunn0 wad. I just wanna realise my mistake. Will tml be a g00d Friday f0r me? I d0ubt s0. All I can d0 n0w, is t0 faster c0mplete my pr0ject.
** Is either t0 f0rget it 0r it will make it m0re terrible **