A sweet lady that is borned on 16th September 1985. Married and currently living in Bedok. She is interested in baking and programming. Loves to eat potatoes. Keen to learn many different programming language online to further her IT skills.

She also do freelancing, example creating forum/website/blog/Counterstrike server and also helping poly student in their programming. Feel free to contact her @ clchung85@hotmail.com if you need any help or have any freelance for her. :)

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Did w0rking part time n studying make me crazy? With0ut w0rk, I can't settle my expenses. I'm n0t like th0se that had $$ fr0m parents. I hate t0 take $$ fr0m my parents unless I really need it. I kn0w U guys care f0r me. But my situation. Sigh. I din really have much talk wif my parents. We chatted 0nly 'What time U c0ming back h0me? / Dun always sleep s0 late / Ur r00m always s0 messy / etc.' We din really talk 0n my pers0nal things. But I kn0w they care t00. Y I w0rk s0 much? Cuz 0f my expenses. n 1 thing n0 1 kn0e. Is that I dun wish t0 stay in the h0use wif n0b0dy. D0 U kn0w the silenceness? The 0nly thing that had been c0mmunicating wif me is my c0mputer. Sigh. What f0r staying at h0me after sch00l? Sleep? Watch TV? Study? D0 pr0jecT? Isn't tat a b0ring life 0s0? I just wanna make my life feel 0ccupied.

I t0t I'm back t0 myself. But n0t when I'm slightly 0r really drunk. There's actually l0ts 0f pr0blems inside me. But I kept it. Yesh, Maybe t0 0thers, I sh0uld c0ncentrate 0n my studies n n0t w0rking t00 much. But l00k, my financial might be in a pr0blem. Th0ugh I dun like sh0pping 0r wadeva. Whenever I g0t my pay, I will let my mum kn0w. I kn0w she w0rked l0ts t00. N I just wanted t0 give her $$. My br0ther asked me t0 keep t0 myself. But I just feel tat it's my duty n I'll feel happy abt it. Th0ugh I'm just a part timer. I'm big enuff but n0t mature enuff t0 take care 0f myself. 0f c0urse I kn0w wad I am d0ing. N I kn0w I'm in the wr0ng path. But I can't c0ntrol. I just simply wanna f0rce myself t0 the limit. C0mmunicati0n break d0wn. Sigh.

I kn0w I g0ing t0 cann0t take it. I kn0w many care f0r me but I feel it hard t0 get into my ears. It's n0t tat I dun wanna listen. But I really can't c0ntrol it. S0 the 0nly thing I feel is maybe I sh0uld really c0llapse then I will get back my feelings n everything. I might be drunk n0w, but all these r definitely fr0m my heart. Ap0l0gises t0 my dear frens, especially Cheryl. Sigh. I h0pe I will be fine s00n.

- Faint -