Friday, August 05, 2005 12:01 AM
I miss th0se days. . .
Dunn0 why t0day had the urge t0 read thru my bl0g 0n wad I had posted earlier 0n. The differences 0f me n last time is s0 much difference. =( I wished I can be like last time saying happiness n s0rr0w 0s0. I seem t0 change quite a l0t. N0wadays I'm s0 quiet, even wif Cheryl t00. I prefer t0 be kept in my wh0le little w0rld, n0t t0 say much. I used t0 say tat 'Yesh, I'm happy wif my life n0w'. Till n0w I finally realised tat I'm n0t. I neglected alm0st everything. Sigh. I used w0rk t0 0ccupy my time n st0p myself fr0m thinking. But tat make it w0rse th0ugh I guessed. Just blindly walking in my darkness life.
All these while, there's this gal tat always beside me n supp0rt me, which is my jie mei, Cheryl. She had been there when I'm feeling very d0wn. But I had been hurting her whenever I really feel like n0t talking. She've been taking care 0f me like a real sister. But I did n0thing t0 return her. =( I felt s0 guilty. With0ut her, I guess my BM m0dule will be suffering. Thanks t0 her f0r helping me in the BM pr0ject. In return, I din help her much 0n IT m0dule. We din get 0ur pr0ject mind t0gether. Either she have it, 0r I have it. =( I really miss th0se days tat we stay back t0gether t0 d0 pr0ject till late evening. Play yah00 p00l t0gether. Sing KB0X, g0 sh0pping, g0 r0ller blade. =( Time passes really fast. 1 thing f0r sure, I believe tat we w0n't break this b0nd s0 easily n will always be jie mei.
** I g0nna make my life m0re happy n happy n happy. Lets make it happy, yeah yeah. **