Friday, May 09, 2008 3:05 PM
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While i am waiting for the SingTel logs to be inserted, i feel that my mind has lots of questions.
why am i doing this again when my boss has actually done it. there are quite some reasons behind this:
1. when my ex boss passed down to him, he did not manage to get all in, due to too many handover
2. still the logs are not checked daily
3. the discrepancy is way too high as compare to the rest of the months
why am i complaining? is not like i am doing all the stuffs. i dun mind helping out to check the things that he need. i seriously dun mind, and willing to. he helped out the network and the database stuffs. yes a boss can command the ppl to work. but i dunno y i keep thinking what is he actually doing. network and database. everyday? hai. he talks on the phone everyday. i dun mind he talks sometimes, but it begins to irritate me sometimes, even till i ask myself y am i helping so much? other colleagues questioning how's your boss, i oso dunno what to say. hai. y he always on the phone. hai.
i seriously dunno what is he doing. true enough, i can't denied the fact that i started to feel frustrated. and yes, quitting hit my mind. ppl might say dun be bullshit lar, just small matter, and u wan to mention quit. probably i just can't control my mind currently, but i am really thinking of changing another job already. dunno how long can i take. i miss last time. hai.
sometimes, i even complain till i give up. i really give up hopes on him. i dun wanna complain anymore. so is either i take it or i dun. YES ALL THIS IS NO BIG DEAL, WTF ARE YOU THINKING HUR. mentally break down? haha no way. I STILL can control myself. I STILL can survive. But i just wanted to FU-KED care. tired u know. call me childish if you wish or just tell me "leave la". i wish i can, but job is something that everyone need yeah. lol.
whoever read my blog about this post, kindly dun msg me abt this ok. it's just my complaining session. :) at least i am feeling much better now.
i wanted to thanks minmin for the support and the care. without her help, i seriously won't survive till now (as in this office of course). all the best to both of us.
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anyway, i won toto ytd. went to buy with my colleague, roy at about 3pm. dun get shocked. i only tio 3 numbers and one extra number. so only won $20+ i thk, havne't go collect yet. but spent only $4, so at least something to cheer abt. :)
looking forward to weekends. sunday gonna cut my hair i thk, but definitely going to rebond with 小精灵. actually i wanted to write this post in chinese, but way too long. so i give up. i won't know if my boss will be reading, but i really dun care le.
tata.
